I got this email today from "him" Please feel free to express your opinions and thoughts on my guest book. Be honest. Please tell me what you think. It read...
Sorry for making you cry last night. At least part of me is. I still carry inside huge of amounts of disappointment. You didn’t turn out to be the angel I thought you’d be. It really affected me. When you lied to me 3 separate times it just brought me down and my heart hit the ground. And sometimes I think the 2 years I spent with you was just a waste. Maybe God had his own purpose for bringing you into my life. I don’t know, it’s hard to say but I can safely say that you and I were never meant to be a permanent thing.
I know your doing better now and you’re not the same. I know you can’t turn back the hands of time and I am supposed to forget about everything. Sometimes I manage too. But then you come around and start in with your "talking about us", and I just let my feelings attack you. Then the past gets rehashed and the tears start falling. Anger is in the air and here comes the nightmare relived all over again.
There is no us. Your dishonesty decided that. What once was could have been will never happen again. If we are going to hold on to being friends, we need to talk about normal events in our everyday lives. If this is something you can do I promise you, you wont ever cry because of me again.
poetical at 5:29 p.m.
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